Sunday, July 02, 2006

Down a goal

Hi all,

Yes it has been a logn time between posts, and much has happened since my last.

I guess a large part of the lack of posts has been the due to the lack of good news. While Sam has been well looked after (his family are doing an incredible job) his body and his cancer have not been responding as we would like. There has been a chemo round of treatment which in truth hammered Sam pretty hard. His white cell levels dropped predictably but also did red cell levels leaving Sam with no immunity and very little energy. I know that some of you were trying to contact him during this period and in most cases were turned away. This illustrates a simple truth about Sam 'The Communicator' ; if he ain't talking it ain't good.
The chemotheropy trial results were reviewed about a week ago and the MRI scans confirmed that the tumour in his back has grown. This has once again placed pressure back on his spine and has left him unable to walk. As a result the trial has been suspended.
Words fail me in my own disappointment at this news and my reaction is incommparable to the head space that Sam finds himself in. While there is still the option of the immunotherapy I think the community needs to understand that the options have dwindled and the odds are heavily against him.
On a brighter note, in speaking to Sam I am constantly amazed at how is spirit is and how he still enjoys a story and a laugh; a remarkable man by any measure.

Sam is a fighter and a naturally competitive character, but if anyone has a hookup with any deity put in a special request for assitance, he could do with a hand.

Peace

Sarge

24 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Lousy news. Our thoughts are with you and your family Sam.

11:18 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Many thanks for this Sarge. It may not be the news we hoped for, but Sam has a lot of people out there who care for him. I'm sure they all want to know all they can, and are as grateful as me for your very clear update.

Love from the smoke
Uncle Dicky
xx

1:35 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Barnsie, plenty of peoples thoughts with you at the moment. All hoping for good things. Stay cool mate. Hamish.

5:40 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks Sarge for the latest post.

You are a neat guy Sam and many people wish the very best for you and your family.

Hugs from Diane Brown.

9:25 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Sammy,

Thinking of you each day and willing you all the strength, hope and red blood cells in the land.

Lots of love, Ange and Steve

9:25 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks for the news Sarge - we all think of you Sam every day and our love and thoughts are always with you.
Kia kaha
Leigh R.

7:48 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks for the news Sarge - we all think of you Sam every day and our love and thoughts are always with you.
Kia kaha
Leigh R.

7:49 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thanks Sarge for the update
Mucho Aroha Sammy - as always thinking of you a lot
Anna xxx

11:23 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Sammy, Sarge and Cyber-community, we are nervously waiting for Kirsty to go into labour any day, minute, second now ... !

Thanks for the update Sarge, really appreciate the effort in keeping us in the loop.

We're both thinking about you Sammy

Gareth, Kirsty & ?

12:31 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Thinking of you Sam. I'll try and have a word with the deity. Arohanui, Tina.

10:59 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Barnsey,
I am covering all the bases here and I will sacrifice to Ra, Thor, Odin, Niord, Zeus, Poseidon, Apollo, Athena, Anubis, Athun, Osiris and any other gods I can find on a google search. Sacrifice will be in the form of beer. Kia Kaha my friend you have more strength than any other person I have ever met.
Big Hug Amigo
Thanks for the post Sarge much appreciated.
Bloxy

12:28 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hey sammy, not much i can say except you are on our minds. keep strong

9:49 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

There are a lot of good thoughts coming your way Sam. I hope they can add to your arsenal (or everton). You can probably see them, they look like Chch smog...

I will join Bloxy for some deity negotiations. Sarge, thanks for updating us.

Kia kaha. You're a dude Sam.

Marty

9:36 pm  
Blogger KB said...

Hey Sam & Sarge

Thanks for the update, though I am sorry to hear things have been rough. I have been checking in to the website regularly, thinking of you.

All the best for the road ahead. You have hundreds of people behind you.

Hugs from Keri-Lee, Miles & Scarlett

9:57 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Sammy, You are in our prayers dude. All the best.
Cheers for the update Sarge
Jeff + Carlene

8:15 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Im on my way Sammy. Will be landing in Christchurch on 17th of July armed with many a tale, world cup glory, Gallipoli, the greek islands or in my case the Geek islands as I was on my own. Bullshiting my way back into the United Kingdom after a considerable overstay to name a few.

Hey Sarge dont feel left out Ill be up in the mighty Waikato too. Who can stay away from Hamiltron City of the Future.

Later and Love

Greg
alias SCULLY

2:00 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sad news indeed. You're my prayers Sammy. And not just the usual ones from back in the day 'oh God please let him stop arguing with the lecturer so we can watch the rest of the movie' hehhee :P XXX

In honour of the auspicious 10 year anniversary happening this week (you should be able to figure it out...) here are some special words to inspire us all & bring some joy to your day...

Yo, I'll tell you what I want,
what I really really want,
So tell me what you want,
what you really really want,
I'll tell you what I want,
what I really really want,
So tell me what you want,
what you really really want,
I wanna, I wanna, I wanna, I wanna,
I wanna really
really really wanna
zigazig ha


....wow. Feeling a lil better Sammy? good. Sarge, I know, is rockin out right now. Hugs n kisses...

5:53 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

My thoughts are with you Sam.
Ik wens je veel sterkte, je bent een echte kerel--zet ém op!
Dikke knuffel uit Delft

Silvia ten Houten
Holland

5:19 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Sam - we are thinking of you too. I was very proud for you to see the Waikato Times reported that the Somali exhibition that you did filming for (at the museum) won a major NZ national award. The Creative Places Award. We just wanted you to know that! We think about you each day - Cathy & Craig

3:26 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

hi sam,

you're an amazing person. with all good thoughts and love to you and your family,

catherine silverstone

10:56 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey Barnsey,

Been away from the blog and out of touch with the lads for a bit while we settle in to life in Wales, so we are gutted with the latest update. But if all the brown brothers and Westies still roll up to watch the Warriors week in, week out then surely we have to keep the faith! There's a lot of love out there for you mate, thats obvious, so here's hoping the positive chi from the north, south, east and west gets you stronger soon.

Kia Kaha bruv.
Bagsy and Laura xx

7:29 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Good night Sam. There are many who love you.

1:56 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I hope you are now at peace Sam. Your courage and determination has helped many of us see strength in ourselves we never knew we had. Whilst your time on this earth was brief, I hope you are now in a place where the evils of cancer do not exist and you can relax and reflect on what an inspiration you have been xxx

7:28 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sam, you are a young man who has made an impact on the many people you have come into contact with in your life.
Well respected and very much loved.
Rest peacefully Sam.xxx

8:11 am  

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